I Corinthians 3 - Seeds
I studied and re-read this chapter for 6 days. There is so much here and so much to understand. I’m not even going to try and attempt to cover it all. However, there is one thing that has special meaning to me. Paul talks about planting a seed - that he planted a seed, Apollos watered it but ultimately God made it grow. That was a hard lesson for me to learn. And I learned it the hard way. As I volunteer my time with the youth, I often talk with kids who don’t believe in God or just choose to screw up. They think that partying is just more fun and they have all the time in the world when they are adults to “live right”. I’ve wanted so bad, as I’ve poured out my time, experiences, and my heart to them to see some of them, even just one, turn their life around and come to Christ, but it hasn’t happened. I’ve been disappointed. I’ve felt like a failure. I was defeated because I couldn’t share the love and transforming power of God in a way that was meaningful and tangible to them, or so I thought. Finally, through these words of Paul, shared with me by a friend, I realized I’m not responsible for their salvation. That is God’s job. I am only a planter and a waterer and I may never see harvest here on earth. It is up to God to make the seed grow (3:6). I hope to see the harvest but even if I don’t, I know I will be rewarded for my heartache and labor.
